I always wonder what will it be like if I am able to make decisions on my own and be responsible for it?
A blink of an eye, I turned 18.
I always wonder what will it be like when I start to work full force?
A blink of an eye, I turned 21.
Then I said wait, this is going too fast and I hope that I will be able to enjoy life to the fullest in my twenties because 30 is just too old for anything!
And so, I had a couple of relationships, gotten my degree, passed my driving licence, changed a few jobs, travel on a holiday trip alone, make some new friends, gave up some old friends, starting business etc...
And again, a blink of an eye, I have turned 30 today!
My feeling? Nothing special
My health? Feeling restless very often
My body? Acnes are more difficult to heal now
My goals? I actually planned to be married by 26. Oh well...
My finance? I am CPF rich
All in all, I felt that I became wiser and stronger. I used to get bullied everywhere I go. In schools or at work. Somehow people with super high confidence will tend to 'eat' me up. I don't really voice out my unhappiness because I don't want to be seen as weak.
But now, I have learnt to have my own stand. Not being unreasonable but more to being firm on what's best for me. Of course, sometimes I do lost in my own stand too. I am still a human right? :P
I have given up some friends. Mainly because I don't feel like being associated with them anymore. Friends come and go. Those who stayed by me till now, well, you guys really got very high torlerance. Haha!
Anyway, I have received a bouquet of roses sent to my office! I always love this kind of surprises :)
And had a thai dinner with my family.
